Saturday, October 1, 2011
To My Doula
There is rarely a day when I don't think of her. Jen is an amazing woman that has such joy and love that it radiates from her. I first met her at a VBAC support group run by the doula she was apprenticing with. I had hired Patti and Jen to be with me for Georgiana's birth. Patti had gone to a conference in Portland and was away the day I went into labor. I called Jen and she spent the day with us. She gave me a support that was such a gift I can hardly put it into words.
Jen you were amazing. You gave me a gift during my labor that I will never be able to adequately say thank you for. There isn't a day when I don't think of you when I play with Georgiana. You were such an important part of her birth! It is difficult for me to come to terms with not being closer and not being able to have you as a regular part of our lives.
I'm glad that we are able to stay connected through the wonderful power of the internet. But I miss you, Lady! I miss your amazing face and smile. I miss the love that just shines from you (and Patti, too). I miss the wonderful community that I was able to be a part of with you. I want you to know that you will forever be in a very special place in my heart. The world is a better place because you are in it.
I love you, Friend.